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hey beauitfuls!..this weeknd was pretty good.
saturday-slept in late..so that was good. then got ready &&
went to walmart with my mom. then came home && got ready
&& picked up erin && we went to the movies wit my parents.
hahah we didnt sit wit them bc my mom wanted alone time!
bahahah but neways we saw "Wedding Crashers" it was really funny
but kinna gross @ the same time! anways then we took her home.

yesterday- got ready for church && picked up leslie && courtney!
ahhhhhh my son scott was there! OMGOSH! he gives the tighest hugs!
i was hurtin all day! lol but i was happy to see him! havnt seen him all summer! then i saw vanessa!! ahh i miss her too! gah everyone came
so i was pretty happy! then they played one of my fav songs! gahh
it was good! && a really good service to. i enjoyed it very much
then we took leslie && courtney bak to leslie's.
&& i went to my grandparents house and cleaned a bit then came home
&& wasnt feelin very good so jst worked on that stupid co-op work!
gahh i have to get it all done by a certain day this week i think so i can
go to the GRECTHEN WILSON && BIG && RICH CONCERT WITH ERIN && ALEXZ! omgosh im soo excited...its the 18th! and im soooo pumped! i love you girls! and thanks erin for invtin me! <3 u all!

well today- im goin with erin to the middle school wit her to sell
these braclets(the ones like brest cancer) but these say "south oldham middle"
so i'll be there all day! then tonite i think im goin to my grandparents house...bc my papa is outta town so imma keep my nanny some company!
&& prb lay out tomorrow mornin then in the afternoon im goin
to my registraion!.

well imma go and get ready!
love you all!
-heather

HAPPY 18TH ANVIR. MOM && DAD!! <3 you!

hey beautifuls. this week has been okai.
im kina sad to see the summer end in about
a week and half. gahh it seems like summer
has jst started. man o man....imma be a SENIOR!
i STILL cant believe. it seems like i jst started high school.
ooh well this year should be the best!
anways, i'll tell yah bout the rest of my week!

yesterday--i woke up && felt like doin nutin all day.
so my brother && i cleaned the house for my mom.
&& then alexz called && wanted me to come over
&& spend the nite! so i called mom and she said yes.
so then later brittany h. called me & wanted to get everyone
togetha && do sumtin...but along wit the others she had called
i was bust also..i felt bad...bc i miss brittany! but we are gettin togetha
2 days b4 school starts! && we also made a pact for after we
graduate! ahhah i love you brittany!
then later drew calls me && was like "im coming over to see you, bc im leaving tomorrow morning" so he came over for a bit...we jst talked for a bit
outside..then he left && i helped mom with dinner && then packed
&& left for alexz's! a lil after i got there, chase came over! we palyed some basketball && jst talked! veryy good times there! im glad we all worked things out..chase is a very sweet kid! lol then after he left..alexz && i jst hunged out && did some crazzzy stuff. then i called sam && talked to him for an hr. but he called us later @ like 12:3o && talked to him again
for an hour. we actually went to sleep @ 4! ahhhh i kept alexz
up pass 12..AGAIN! ahh im so good! ahhahaha it was prb bc of
all the caffine && junk food we ate! omgosh we were sooooo hyper!
ahhh i had so much fun...i love my best friend soo much!

today--her dad called us @ 12:3o && woke us up.
&& we moslty jst layed around && talked on the internet
till 3 && then got ready. then my mom picked me up @ 5
&& i got ready a lil bit && i went to outback
wit my family, nanny, papa, && uncle! ahhhh i had soo much fun!
my uncle was crackin all of us up! i think he was drunk to
begin wit(not to much) and then had a margita! i think we were the wild ones there! ah i love my family so much! hahah "im so glad to belong here"
bahahahahhah that was great! && so much more!

well now im here.
tomorrow i think im goin to the store with my mom.
&& then back here bc that nite my rents
are goin out for thier anvir. (which is mondy)
&& im stayin home wit steve
 but ya imma go!
i love you darlings!

here are some pics. from last nite.

my best friend && I! <3 it.

chase && max(alexz's brother) he was playin the guitar!

alexz && her wig! haha

OMGOSHH! i love this pic of her!! so hawt! lol

me && alexz! haha my bathing suit! i was talkin to sam on the phone!

hahahaah we dk?

bahaha her gorilla hair!

bahahaha we are soo crazyyy! thats my hand to. lol

STEPHEN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAWT!

me!

PEACE EASSSY!

ya..me again.. lol im obessed wit my camera!

shes's so beautiful!

ganster kissys!

ya we dk what were doin? but love my eyes!

my sister && i!

hahah very sexxy!

she's too awesome!

i'm sorry i couldn;t make it to ur party hollee!
i hope you had a good time tho! i love you!

h.
hello beautifuls. i guess i'll tell yah bout me week so far.
monday...i did absoutly nuting. it was realli borning.
but that nite kina got interesting.
its really amazing how much you feel for someone..
&& u kno you will never be wit them. so why waste ur time...but
again in the back of ur head somewhere, somehow, your be with him.
well thats been hittin me hard. i mean hes not everything i think bout.
im still keepin my savior my true love and true importance to me but
i would do nething to be there in his arms. && it sucks bc of the whole
distance thing. i dont know..i guess i jst gotta stay strong and keep my faith
close.
&& then also my best friend was in so much pain.
&& it even hurt me...i wanna help her..but rite now i cant.
&& thats disspointing to me rite now. its like im lettin her down..
when i kno she doesnt think that its jst i jst wish i could let this
guy kno how much she fell for him and how BAD he hurt her.
gahhh guys jst have no idea how much a girl falls for him.
i love you sweet<3. you have shown me so much
there is to learn in life. && i jst hope ive taught you jst as much.
your truly amazing alexz. dont ever think differtly!
just remeber life is not worth a tear bc of a guy.
hes not worth it. only the memories are.
speakin of memories..nutin will ever come close to the
day we gave our lifes togetha to our lord and savior.
alexz that day means everything to me. 12/19/04
you will always be my best friend, sister && most of all my angel
for HIM! just remeber to stay strong && i hope the best for you!

yesterday...i went to nanny && papa's and laid out in the pool
for 2 hrs and still got burned even tho im dark! its werid.
then came home and got ready and went to this meeting with
my rents bout co-oping. ahhh i saw brittany, her mom, jannette &&
heather dunaway! so i was happy! i miss them!
ahahah so that was fun...great times there! lol
then got sonic and came home and kasey, meagann && emily came over.
i dont kno emily but she seemed like a nice girl..but i was happy to see them!
then that nite i watched the real world..which i balled my eyes out..and then alexz called me and we talked for like hours.

today was alotta fun.
my grandpa took me out driving..ahh i love drivin the bravda!
then i went to alexz's!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh soo much fun!!
omgosh i love her so much!
her mom brought me this key chain(heart) and then alexz gave me
a wwjd thing to go on my keychain(for when i drive) && her mom also
gave both of us hello kitty necklaces that one say best and another says friends!! ahh i love her mom!
then we went to this store to get a coach purse!!!!
ahh it was on sale and its absoutly adorable!!!
but neways tonite we went to bible study! which was fun!
next week its a pool party so that should be fun!

well imma go.
mucho <3'
-heather

here are some pics from tonight!

BHAHAHAH me && my goofy sister! lol

ahhh shes gorgeous!

hahahha very hawt alexz! love it

ahh i love this pic of us!! soo hawt!! lol

she's very talented!! lol

me && my best friend<3.

alexz && her new coach purse!!! <33

we love you very mucho!

ahh i took this too soon..bc it got HUGE! lol

meeee!

yes veryyy true!!...(alexz's shirt!)

i love my best friend!

edit//to my erin lynn.
erin, darling...i kno these pass few days have been rough.
&& ive been prayin for you every bit of the way.
i know best friends are forever..and im sure you and him
will never end..bc deep down inside hart is a veryy
senstive nice guy..but there are times where a guy can go
on this strike where he wants to act this way..and i kno u hate it.
i hate it. you dont deserve this much pain!
babe, jst please give it all to HIM! hes beggin you to.
life is to short to wait for hart to come around.
Erin lynn, you are the most percious gift ever.
you're always there for me. && i dont think
theres i can give u in return for all uve done 4 me..
nutin has come to close on how uve touched my heart.
i love you sweetheart! please promise me to jst let this pass.
i KNOW its hard..but im here and so is ur savior rite by ur side!
I LOVE YOU ERIN LYNN! && you can do this!